suspended among time
©1970, 1999
richard chilton
richard chilton
to be be or heard, or cuddl’d as a guest
of morning marc jonas knew of his time, and knew of his task to bear weight
of the message, of triumph. how soon, in his wait 'fore june did he
stare at the door (reminiscing of sir thomas more) a man affront this wooden
altar set softly aside in the greys (graves of the businessmen) or hollow'd-out
molds of the self-babblin,' american self. and textur'd speech, forget-me-nots
pattern'd over salutations address'd to Woman, cloth'd as they are in flesh
and music and sundial faces (changing shadows of the afternoon) and bluegrass
hyped from the typewriter's pickings in the fields . . . jonas,
on the marc pressed closer to the
street from his window laden 'cross a manhole cover and raised his thumb
before the hitch which rang the bell to summon the man who reach'd the knob
that open'd the door (for those outside the office care enough not to enter
within her jonas) on the marc
now
informally sitting
Woman, watch the spotlight
throw
such fresh, after rain shadows
against
the off-white lecture walls
and imagine the words being
spoken to be winter leaves for the
trees
held for all eternity
in the recognizing clasp of reunion
once, while trekking a lonely roadway
above the magical color of berkley and beyond, i paused, as would an occasional
motorist perhaps, before a wall fashioned the stone of european tradition
and, like travelers in old austria, listened intently to the age within and
the night without, not caring in particular what sound i heard nor even whether
sound mattered at all. It was as though i were suspended among time,
brought to the edge of morning at the darkest, most silent hour, and stood
trembling both in fear and anxious yearning before the sun's a-rising aye,
on the crest of dawn. And i thought the flickering city lights to be
as the lengthening shadows of sunset most brilliant now in her contrast of
orange and smoky threads that which seams together a clothing to cover us
all.
and the voice of' dawn arose and
I fell back afraid of her presence, but she bid me stay and cried from one,
lowly perch amid the sky, one short, brisk, muted note from the lost instrument
within the orchestra, a whispering light from the shores of alcatraz in soft,
simple, murmuring tones,
'we first americans
have yet to be freed.'
if jazz
be that creature abominately
narrow, how sure you court her patience
within each whistle and determined
beat, how crisp and contorted fly
the insolent blues drawn too sharply from
one’s sorcerer hand, how swift the
river carries her children off
in rich and humble peace
weave me
a song, you player of merciless
dawn, and send a whimper past the
rocky shore, forgetting not the mountain
storm clasped tightly to your breast, or
the smile tearlessly born of a child's
breath, or terse nightcries from a
moonshine band
heed the kindly Woman's dance, in her twisted form the pale echo to a darkening
sky leaps and wanders about in dreary compliance, sacrifice to the popular
meal, but all too eager for the grappling charm of the trumpet, the drummer,
the commentary and ever-present master of sorrow,
or so
the flute laughs
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